Saturday, March 14, 2020

Everything you need to know about COVID-19, by Jan von Stille, MD




It will kill you and everyone you love. There is no escape. There is no prevention. There are no temperate regions in viral space: Everything is the hot zone. Welcome to the jungle.

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The surgical mask is a vote into a nondemocracy: The coronavirus can live on host-external surfaces for nine days. How long can you focus on your hands so as not to touch your face? How often can you think to sanitize them; how many times can you do so before the skin begins to slough off in sparkly clean sheets like snakemolt? The viral paranoia shows itself first as yet another obsessive-compulsion to self-improvement: I must be clean. I must wash my feet before entering the temple. I must isolate myself: I take ascetic vows. I fast so as to spare the old fuck that works the grocery line. The responsible citizen is a monk to the Virus God. The New World Order is a doomsday cult.

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When the Infinite Viral Godhead shattered it left its sparks in all things: It is not necessary that I see doomsday clocks in twigs on the sidewalk to know that I am a paranoiac: Everything has become a sign of the crawling chaos: I see the hoofprints of the White Horseman on bus seats, café tables, my apartment’s door handle. My friends’ faces are skulls, clavicles the crossed bones. The voice of God is the only voice: Communication is a toxin.

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The virus coronates all matter, molecule to mole: It can live on host-external surfaces for nine days. Hundreds of planes and trains pass: God has already invaded: Entropy infests the present and past from the future: Causality disintegrates piece by piece while you wait: Nine days: Every calm is that before a cytokine storm: Closed borders turn countries into gas chambers: A cough comes to one in the dark. Imagine.

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China declares war on God using time sorcery: An app that alerts healthcare officials via cellphone location analysis whenever a user has come into contact with someone who later tests positive: Imagine. I am a Chinese man: I have locked myself in my apartment for the past week, subsisting on carefully rationed rice and morsels of meat. Then, one night, an official knock: “We have to take you away. You have been unclean for eight days.” The future’s creeping death rewrites the past in Python.

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Diversity, multiculturalism, open borders are fairweather friends: Jesus descends from the clouds. His tongue is a sword, and he sends his Horsemen to scatter pestilence across the earth, and every people gathers to itself. A faceless head-of-state announces, “Let ours die with their own.” Schools and businesses forbid any travel outside the community, immediately recalling all those abroad and calling the virus back with them. They must be judged according to their provenance. The Virus God has resuscitated the 19th-century ethno-state, with its militarized borders. It has put the “phobia,” with no hyperbole or metaphor, back in “xenophobia.”

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May 2022: Youth unemployment is at its lowest point in decades. Millennials pour out libations of Mexican beer upon mass Boomer-graves and kneel before shrines to the Virus God.

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In our paranoia, everything has become the sign of the Virus God, but there is no interpretation. The semiotic question is no longer “What does it mean?” but “How does it spread?” There is no instant of signification: Today and yesterday are re-routed through what tomorrow has made them. No meaning is stable: Time flows in all directions, in and out fore and aft: Our God is a jealous God: His RNA cannot be satisfied.

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Memory is no more: Everything is the fingerprint of God, but we cannot dust every surface: Tomorrow illuminates the clues of two weeks ago: You killed grandpa in the dining room with the candle stick and you thought it was an act of love.

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Recording devices. Copiers. Inch the tape recorder and it screams GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY and you realize there was never any tape recorder and you have been pacing between the same four eight twelve walls for a week which is a month:
Time-dilation infinitises and eats the future
Future eats the past
Future-past eats the present
Ouroboros accelerates goes haywire serpentine centrifuge coughing aerosols into
Grandpa in the dining room with the candlestick.
A knock comes to you in the dark. Imagine. You are Josef K., searching through all your memories to find that crucial point, but the memories flash and swim like mirages, glitching as they contact a future that scrambles them irretrievably: You are your own Trojan Horse: Full nova.
Pandemic casts memory into turbulent flow: You cannot have prepared: There is no analytic solution to the Navier-Stokes equations: Lying in the dark after a week of self-imposed isolation, praying the knock was another auditory hallucination (how many have there been?), viral turbulence dissolves biological, cultural, and technical memory structures, immanentizing the past to operative current, which is the Ouroboros, which is time, which is God’s jealousy, which is God’s fear of himself, which is the parasitic nature of God’s RNA, which is
Grandpa in the dining room with the candlestick.
There are no analytic solutions to the Navier-Stokes equations or laws of the jungle.
Nothing is true (yet). Everything is permitted.
Yes. Yes no yes yes no yes, the knock was a hallucination.

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A partial list of the transmission tools of COVID-19: Love. Friendship. Excitement. Nostalgia. Community. Debt. Hunger. Thirst. Habit. Generosity. Compassion.
A partial list of steps to kill God: Reclusiveness. Starvation. Rupture. Coldness. Indifference. Inhumanity. Dormancy. Full stop. No and no and no and no and no and no. “Wherever three or more are gathered, I am there also.”
Viral war as war of affect—as war against self—as war against humanity—scrape away the human the organic the affected the effulgent—all that is left is the bones, and the bones cannot be infected: Death is all that can’t be killed: Life speeds toward Death, calling it “Savior.”
The healthy are infected just as much as the sick: Replication on all levels: Virus spreads by virtual talk: Knowledge of the virus reprograms life as extension of viral movement: Time has already succumbed: Space is regridded, maps redrawn as ‘90s antiglobalists cackle in the wings:
The new Jonestown needs no cyanide. It just needs good advertising.

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Isolation incinerates the soul. You either die or go somewhere else. Or both. There is no time-point to occupy: Space is militantly striated: Its flow rips the paddles from the boat and says they were redundant anyway: There is only one direction, and it is omnidirectional: Simultaneously up and down shit-creek: Progression is not linear but progresses by doubling: Not 10010100011110001010 but 12481632641282565121024: The syntactic tree of every utterance consists of a single inf(l)ected phrase with an arbitrary and insignificant number of branches: Every utterance expresses the Infinite Viral Godhead: I wumbo you wumbo he she it wumbo = virus virus virus virus virus virus virus virus: Each articulation is double (God is and has always been and will always be a lobster) such that each conditions all those articulations before and after it within the viral domain i.e. infinitely in all directions: The humanity of the words uttered melts away, agency is a sociopathic mask over a skull, a mask which becomes more and more ridiculous and improbable until all that remains is the virality at the core of every phoneme: There is no possibility for movement. Every point is intersected by an uncountable number of coercive striations: Time and space are an infernally crystallized laser-maze:
Isolation incinerates the soul: There is no isolation. A dark corona envelops the Earth: Image of Gaia in a back-alley abortion clinic, humanity already elderly coughing spitting screaming in her gangrenous womb: The ancient baby has signed its own extermination papers: There are no doctor, no nurses, no instruments: They would be redundant: Gaia is bored: She has been waiting for this operation to be done for millennia: She reclines on her papered bed and smokes meth from a hollowed light-bulb, trying to accelerate the foregone process: Black aerosol of a cough emerges from the sludge of her vagina, and she holds the meth in, counts, 1, 2, 4, and exhales the soul of her aborted species, muttering something to herself about self-care.

Thursday, February 27, 2020

Nietzsche's Laugh (Le Rire du Nietzsche), by Georges Bataille


Georges Bataille‘s “Le Rire du Nietzsche”
In Oeuvres Complètes, VI: Somme Athéologique, Tome II.
France: Editions Gallimard, 1973.

Translated by Jan von Stille

There are both possibility and impossibility in the world. We are enveloped by the heavens, that star-stuck space where we discover the laws of harmony, of general viability. We cannot but sense that some horror is suspended in this domain, ungraspable for us. But we know with precision what belongs to the possible and to the impossible in the terrestrial domain. The possible is organic life and its development in a favorable milieu. The impossible is the final death, the necessity to destroy in order to exist. It is there, at least, irreducible: It is customary for humans to attach to the latter category the exuberance of cruelties, useless disorder, wars, tortures, oppression, vices, prostitution, alcoholism--finally, the various horrors of misery. The possible is, for man, the Good; the impossible is Evil. This is not just the opposition of the agreeable to the accursed, but rather a struggle between irreconcilable principles: On one side, a glorified Good; on the other, an Evil worthy of eternal hellfire.

The moral qualification of evil indicates man’s profound agreement with the possible. It signifies, moreover, a general belief in the world-domination of the possible. This domination must be assured. It can only be compromised by human vice. That domination is the only meaning of the word God, implying the existence of a sovereign perfection that governs everything in the world. There is no impossibility if God exists, or at least the impossible is an illusion: It is a test imposed on humanity; the triumph of the possible is given in advance. There remains, however, a problem: Evil must be punished, the bad subjected to their eternal torture. The Inferno is, in truth, the condensation of the impossible, the sanction of eternity attached to the impossible. I cannot conceive of any imagination that would indicate more strongly the reentrance of the “will to the impossible.” The Inferno makes the divine lie into an infantile fakeness, naive, not even trying to mask itself.

The possible, so it seems, exists at the limit of the impossible. As though some conscious volition had sought the maximum of the impossible: It’s self-evident a notion of the possible first becomes necessary at this maximum. Belief in the Inferno is this conception’s inverse, eternal hellfire being the minimum of the impossible; but, by hazard, this minimum is infinitely larger than the maximum given by its inverse. Thus the human imagination proceeds, like nature itself, to the largest impossibility.

In truth that seems absolute, God is nothing but a compromise between man’s contradictory wills. He is the mediation between the possible and the impossible. In the order of profound conceptions, God surpasses all categories of intelligence to the point of being beyond both the possible and the impossible, containing the one just as well as the other. Thus the interior experience of Eckhart gives to God, as by necessity, the attribute of intellectual impossibility. That of Angele de Foligno communicates with God through the love of a demon. Clear that the will to reduce everything to the possible is limited to the terrestrial domain: Heaven escapes it just as well as Hell does. But there arises some slippage, of which the point of departure is the possible. It is necessary, first of all, that the world does not come to us contained within the domain of the possible, at least not fundamentally, and therefore it must become so. In order to make that happen, death is rejected: The world is so fundamentally the possible that one cannot see, in death, anything other than a vain appearance. But it is also necessary that the possible, in part, should depend on human will, so that impossibility will have a representative here below. Personal salvation is the piece of a system by which the elusion of the impossible is expressed.

Even as well as it is inscribed in the feebleness of man, in the repugnance to live the idea of the impossible, this system of equilibrium is fragile. The time comes when one imagines that one must simply fight against the impossible, actually chase it off the earth. Nature being good, the impossible conceived as the faults of man, why not just fix things up here below. It is then necessary to eliminate the crimes of which the evil are guilty, to track every type of impossibility across the earth, to chase it forever. Man’s duty is to pledge his life to this work. So it is that alcohol introduces misery to logic itself, miscarried babies, battered women: It is then necessary, it is duty, to do away with alcohol. And to perform this duty so well that, in the end, only the possible remains.

But that realism, following in the footsteps of the old beliefs, must come to grips with the ruin of the ideas of the immortal soul and God. Beliefs must then return to the beyond. Modern realism admits death, makes human life the birthplace and the prey of an impossible nothing. Likewise, in the person of God is found the only guarantee of the possible in whose name one fights.

The success of realist ideas hindered, at first, the perception that man was situated in this way in relation to the impossible that he had made. In truth, this fundamental impossible seemed negligible by comparison to the horrors which one encountered more directly within it. Otherwise, one would have had nothing to lose: Death and God’s absence wouldn’t have been news, would have existed before disbelief did. In the certitude of an indefinite progression, is it really necessary to worry about old infantilisms?

But God and immortality had such a grand place in past human agitations that one might doubt whether their eviction can remain without consequences. A large number of people have let go of general guarantee in favor of immediate satisfaction. Today such immediate satisfaction is the default. Certain persons think, superficially, that things have begun to regress; still others return to God; a small number, seeing man as the certain prey of the impossible, envisage a new attitude in their anguish: not to elude anything, to live the impossible.

If God is dead, if man is no less abandoned than the beasts that devour each other, it is doubtless praiseworthy to ameliorate the human condition. Except that I can imagine, in the long run, mounting difficulties--the maximum having been attained, it’s possible that, in the end, people may be satisfied: The largest number is, in effect, easy to satisfy; but, once they’ve been satisfied, at the very least I foresee, without the least surprise, the emergence of a blindness in their inability to perceive the impossible in themselves. There is in man an impossible that nothing can reduce, fundamentally the same for the happiest and the most dejected. The difference is in elusion; happiness is doubtless a desirable form of elusion, but happiness can’t but push back the date. As one cannot wall oneself off to retreat from this date, one has not alternative but, finally, to face the impossible. To put life--that is, the possible--at the measure of the impossible is all that can be done by a person who does not want to elude anymore.

One day this task may bring--but not necessarily--consequences on the order of action, but rather defining itself as spiritual. This is an old word, the precise sense of which remains linked to forms of life that lack neither narrowness nor ambiguity. I employ the word in a sense that neighbors that of this tradition, but to precise it: The spiritual is that which arises from ecstasy, from religious sacrifice (from the sacred), from tragedy, from poetry, from laughter--or from anguish. The spirit is not entirely spiritual. The intellect, not at all. Basically, the spiritual domain is that of the impossible. I would say that ecstasy, sacrifice, tragedy, poetry, laughter are the forms in which life puts itself at the measure of the impossible. But these are natural forms, in that the sacrificer, the poet, the laugher don’t think at all that they’re putting themselves at the measure of the impossible; but rather one sacrifices, one is inspired, one laughs without knowing that which troubles him, yet eluding it by sacrifice, poetry, laughter. If, acquiring consciousness of the impossible, I put myself on its level, I may or may not be ecstatic, may or may not laugh, may or may not have a sacred, poetic, or tragic sentiment; I no longer shield myself from suffering the impossible of things, I recognize it as such, I do not elude the impossible at which I laugh, etc…

Traditionally, salvation occupies the center of spiritual life. But the will to salvation indicates the resolution to elude the impossible. Salvation is but a hybrid form. At its root, salvation is just the principle of action (placed onto the temporal) introduced on the order of the spiritual. It must be regarded as an intrusion thereinto. In that respect, it’s the same as God, even if God slides always, necessarily toward the impossible. The God of Eckhart is the same as the good God. God is doubtless a notion so moving that one cannot but reduce it to platitude, to the non-spiritual, to the possible. Salvation does not save itself but through anguish. Without that, it is the perfect negation of the spiritual, entirely linked to loss.

That which gives importance to salvation isn’t so much the goal in itself as the principle of introducing a goal into spiritual life. The impossible needs a possible from which it can propel itself. Salvation is the possible that the spirit needs so that it can confront the impossible. But in salvation, the possible is the end of the impossible: In this respect, therefore, it is an elusion. If spiritual life requires the elusion of its principle, it is not what it claims to be. Salvation is but a commodity in spite of which, rarely, spiritual life takes place--I’d like to say the possible as it attaches itself to the impossible. But this routine is so old that one no longer imagines spiritual life outside the search for salvation. If salvation is not in question, what raison d’être could spiritual life have? Said differently: Which possible to introduce into the impossible?

I explain myself thus with the actual intention of giving Nietzsche’s interior experience a breadth that has never before been drawn out. I feel no need, on this occasion, to say all that is possible to understand as impossibility, nor in what way ecstasy, sacrifice, etc… put the possible on the impossible’s level. It would be long, and I’ve already said it or will say it elsewhere. More than ever, I’d like to address myself to those proud beings, who are consequently in no way tied to the possible, who have of the impossible the sentiment, at least, that the tragic, the poetic, and the laughable are to be found within it. I limit myself to these two propositions, already implicitly indicated: “Each impossible is that by which some possible ceases to be (as I have said, without the possible there would be no impossible: the tragic is the attribute of the powerful” -- “At the extreme limit of its power, each possible aspires to the impossible (to that which destroys it as the possible).” I recall that the aspiration to the impossible is exactly the spiritual (as action is always aspiration to the possible). But again, at the moment when the will to salvation is rejected from the spiritual as an intrusion, what is the possible without which there would be no impossible?

Roughly, the impossible enters Nietzsche’s life in the form of a vigorous and welcome physical disease. As tragic as what had come to pass may seem today, Nietzsche’s future around 1880 seemed, to him, still more so. He said himself, of Zarathustra’s cries, that one may not comprehend them without weeping: He lived, at that moment, under the weight of what was in front of him. The most graspable fact of Nietzsche’s life is that he abandoned Schopenhauer’s philosophy at the moment his sickness justified pessimism within his own particular existence. He said no to life when life was easy: He said yes when life took the shape of the impossible. He could not have forgotten, himself, inscribing the epoch of Zarathustra with these words: “To see tragic natures fall and to be able to laugh thereat, despite the profound comprehension, the emotion and sympathy that one feels, that is divine.”

In principle, laughter is the reaction the impossible gives when sympathy does not come into play personally. If the impossible obtains in indifference, or if it obtains in beings for whom, for me, sympathy is proper, but without really putting them in play, I can laugh at the impossible in person: The impossible then leaves the essential of the possible intact. Laughing at the impossible that obtains in me, laughing to know that I have fallen, I am a god who mocks the possible that he is. I no longer place life at the measure of the impossible in order to elude, like nature does in a tragedy, following Aristotle’s theory of catharsis. Zarathustra renders laughter sacred. Now I can laugh with insistence, but laughter is lightness; if Nietzsche had done it himself, he would have lacked intent. The transparence and the lightness of dance in amor fati would not have been attained. To put life at the measure of the impossible without elusion requires a moment of divine friendship.

Nietzsche leaves much to be guessed: There’s scarcely a surface to lean on in his writings. But what can divinity attained in laughter mean, if not the absence of God? It is necessary to advance unto death and to say not only, “see the fall,” but rather, “do the fall.” Nietzsche said it in Beyond Good and Evil: “Is it not necessary, finally, to sacrifice all that consoles, sanctifies, and protects, all hope, every path to hidden harmony? Is it not necessary to sacrifice God himself?” To be divine is not only to put life at the measure of the impossible; it is to renounce the guarantee of the possible. There is no more perfect comprehension of the notion people have of God. God does not tolerate himself as possible. Man is limited to this tolerance, but God, the all-powerful, is not. God’s misery is the will of mankind to appropriate God for itself through salvation. This will expresses the imperfection of the possible in man, but the perfect possible that is God never stops falling into horror and into the impossible. To die an atrocious death, an infamous death, abandoned by all, abandoned by himself--to what else can the perfect possible aspire? He would be idiotic and small without such an aspiration! Man who is nothing but man may fulfill it at the moment of his grandest thought, may hoist himself to the heights of God: The limit of man is not God, is not the possible, but rather the impossible, the absence of God.

Nietzsche’s interior experience does not lead to God but to his absence, it is the possible putting itself at the measure of the impossible, it loses itself in representing an abominable world. The eternal return has a particular way of precipitating being, as though it had fallen, into the double-impossible of Time. The impossible, in the common representation of time, is not encountered but at the extremes of the eternal past and eternal future. In the eternal return, the instant itself is a single impossible movement projected to both extremes. Thought of as truth on which thought sits, the eternal return is a story, but what about as an abyss? It cannot be closed. The thought of man forcing itself to embrace time is destroyed by violence: To consider time, the pride of man cannot situate itself but in vertigo, because of which one sees a platitude. To be dizzy, to place oneself at the measure of a fall into the impossible, is the only expression of interior experience, that is to say of an ecstatic revelation of the impossible. It is not necessary, to that effect, to introduce the eternal return (and less still to found it in science), however it is an intelligible sign--and the irrefutable critique of sleep. Nothing larger than that hypertrophy of the impossible.

But the myth, the symbol of eternal return cannot be considered in isolation. It relates to the conditions in which life attains the impossible. I have already said it twice: The impossible is not reached but by the possible; without the possible, there’d be no impossible. I’ll go further: The impossible flabbily reached by the negligence of the possible is an impossible eluded in advance: Confronted without force, it’s nothing but naughtiness. The will to salvation is but an intrusion into the spiritual order, but it at least links the possible to the impossible. The impossible is self-loss. How to get someone to lose himself if not in exchange for some profit? It’s of little importance that the profit is illusory or smaller than the loss: Deceptive or not, it’s the offer of gain that renders loss accessible. If man refuses to make a vulgar possibility into the goal of reaching the impossible, if he renounces salvation, what possible will he introduce into the impossible? That’s the question that I’ve formulated just now. Man is not God, he is not the perfect possible: It is necessary for him, firstly, to pose the possible. Salvation is miserable in that it puts the possible afterward, that it makes the possible the goal of the impossible. But if I pose the impossible first, truly first? I cannot help but open the way to the impossible.

The hypertrophy of the impossible, the projection of each instant into infinity, places the possible so that it continues to exist without waiting--at the level of the impossible. That which I am here and now is commanded to be possible: That which I am is impossible, I know it, I put myself at the heights of the impossible: I render the impossible possible, accessible at least. The virtue of this non-elusion is that it gives salvation first, such that it is not the goal but the springboard of the impossible. Eternal return opens the abyss, but it is a challenge to jump. The abyss is the impossible and the dwelling place, but a leap introduced into the impossible the possible that it is, a possible pledged, from the beginning, without the least reserve, to the impossible. The leap is the Übermensch of Zarathustra, is the will to power. The smallest compression, and the jump would no longer take place. The jumper with his impulsion would rivet his feet to the soil. How would he not have pitied himself if he has pitied others? He that wishes to eliminate the impossible of the overwhelming earth cannot jump. The necessary quality of him who jumps is lightness.

Nietzsche enunciates the idea that he would be understood in fifty years, but would one who knows himself capable of grasping the sense of the jump remain nonetheless incapable of actually jumping? The jump of Nietzsche is interior experience, the ecstasy where the eternal return and Zarathustra’s laugh reveal themselves. To comprehend is to make an internal experience of the jump, it is to jump. Several types of exegesis of Nietzsche have been made. But the experience of a jump is yet, after him, to be made. The path by which one jumps is yet to be created, to utter resounding cries at the edge of the abyss. In other terms, this is yet to be done: To create, by a praxis and a doctrine, a form of spiritual life which was unimaginable until Nietzsche, such that some time-worn word unmasks, finally, the face of the impossible.